I had a nice weekend,which was HIGHLY necessary because my week really sucked. A broken phone,I locked my keys in my car,family issues,and on top of that meeting after meeting after meeting! I felt as though I never really had a chance to recover and reflect. My roommate's homies came down for NY to visit and we played tour guide this weekend. On Friday we went the harbor and had some delicious num nums(food) and then I went and hung out with my friend Ty.He is such a goofball. We watched Be Kind Rewind, with Mos Def and Jack Black. . .the movie was. . .ummm. . . decent?. .idk how to explain it.It wasn't bad but it wasn't good either. It was just There.
On Saturday we wanted to go to DC and wander but the weather didn't look to good. On a sidebar tip:the weather here has been sooooo bipolar and everybody is getting "the Morgan cough". . .I can't wait til it gets warm and it stays warm. We decided to stay in B-more,we walked around in the mall for abit then came back to our apartment. We played some spades,told some stories,chilled. They left this morning before I got up,but they say they will be back in the not-so-distant future. Now on to my thoughts. I'm sick of being told I'm wifey material!! I'm mean I don't know whether to be flattered because guys thing I'm the type to settle down with or angry because it seems as though nobody's is looking for that right now. I'm happy not to be seen as the "beat-skeet-delete" girl,but my "wifey" nature tends to scare guys . I'm not trying to force a relationship on anyone or change them.Although I do appreciated the bs'er and losers for weeding themselves out early. I am only being myself! I'm not looking for anything serious but something worth investing time it.(I think that makes sense. . well it makes sense to me) But this ish is driving me NUTS. BAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! Oh there is a book that I'm thinking about reading called " Act like a Lady,Think like a Man " by Steve Harvey perhaps it will help make more sense of things, but until then toodles!
I believe that book details most guys' "game" so women can prevent being played by guys. A noble cause, so I'm intrigued to read it as well. But Steve Harvey's head looking like a navel orange turns me off from the book. Who told him to shave his head?!!!
ReplyDeleteMaybe you can just gotta accept this wifey persona for what it is. At this age, most people aren't looking for anything real. And the ones who recognize you as wifey but don't wanna settle down, they're doing you a favor like you said. They're smart enough to know you're special, and fair enough to leave you alone because they know that they aren't ready for you yet. Sucks but it's better than being played.
"Beat-skeet-Delete" haha...thats funny. My mom has that book I think she likes it. Hope things get better.
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